A/N sorry for the delay in updating, I've got two other fics I'm working on at the moment, though somehow I'm making the most progress on this one even though it's kind of meandering all over the place.
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Ignis studiously does not think about his lesson plan for Noctis during his meetings. He doesn't think about it during dinner Tuesday night, and he definitely doesn't think about it when he's getting ready for bed.
He doesn't think about it Wednesday morning, when he wakes up with the fleeting memory of Noctis's lips on his own and an achingly hard cock.
He doesn't think about it as he goes about his day, organizing reports and taking notes in council sessions.
He doesn't think about it until he's in the car on his way to Noctis's apartment, when he realizes that perhaps it wasn't the brightest idea to plan to watch pornography with Noctis.
As he stands in Noctis's kitchen, preparing dinner while waiting for him to come home, he has a minor crisis about what he's doing here. It's his job to advise the prince. It's his job to answer Noctis's questions, and it's his job to make sure Noctis knows and experiences everything he needs to to be a successful king. But does that extend as far as he's taking it?
His dithering is cut short by Noctis himself arriving home, tossing his bookbag on the couch, and sprawling out at the table. "I'm starving," Noctis groans, and it's so normal that Ignis can't help smiling.
"Dinner will be ready in a few minutes. Why don't you go wash up?"
"Yeah, yeah," Noctis grumbles, hauling himself up from the table. Ignis focuses on draining pasta and finishing up the sauce he's been working on, and by the time Noctis comes out of the bathroom he's gotten their places set and their dinner served.
Ignis asks about his day as they dine, and Noctis provides his usual noncommittal answers. He's briefly animated describing Prompto's latest photography project, but that's also per his usual. It's comforting to know that their kiss the other night hasn't changed things, so perhaps tonight's lesson will go smoothly.
After dinner, when the dishes have been washed, Noctis sets a piece of paper on the table. It's got a bunch of nearly illegible scribbles on it, timestamps and questions, and Ignis takes a moment to be pleased that Noctis followed his instructions, though he's still a bit anxious about what's to come.
"Thank you for preparing in advance," Ignis says, taking the paper. "Would you like to start from the beginning of your list, or did you have anything else you'd like to discuss first?"
Noctis blushes a little, then sits down on the sofa. "Start at the beginning, I guess. The uh, the DVD is already in there."
"Very well." Ignis turns on the TV and rewinds to the timestamp given, next to which Noctis has written, "Does it really just fit like that?"
He presses play, and the video starts with a very well-endowed man laying back as a woman climbs over him and sinks onto his cock, moaning loudly. Noctis makes a face and grabs for the remote, turning the volume down. The man thrusts up into the woman hard, but she shows no signs of discomfort. Ignis pauses the video. "I understand from your notes you're curious if the vagina is really able to take such a large-- erm, penis, without discomfort."
"Yeah," Noctis says, drawing his knees up and circling his arms around them. "It looked really big, but she just sat on it? Can women really do that?"
"Well it rather depends. If a woman is sufficiently aroused, and has had previous sexual experience, then yes. However, if she hasn't had penetrative sex in a while, is a virgin, or isn't properly lubricated, then there would need to be a bit more preparation."
"Properly lubricated? I thought we learned in class that women have uh, secretions."
"That depends as well," Ignis says, glad that this seems to be going well so far. "Vaginas produce their own lubrication, but the amount is dependent on the state of arousal and also varies woman to woman."
"How do you know all this stuff?" Noctis asks, looking at him sideways.
Ignis clears his throat. "I do have some experience in the matter," he says. "But I've also done quite a bit of reading. Did you have more questions about this part, or shall we move on?"
"Uh, yeah, go ahead."
The next few questions go smoothly as well, with thankfully only a few seconds of the video necessary to frame their discussion on each one. Then Ignis changes out the DVD of male/female couples for the DVD of female/female couples, and when he presses play, he tries not to notice Noctis squirming uncomfortably. The women in the video are letting out particularly high-pitched squeals, and Ignis glances down at Noctis's notes before pausing.
"People don't really make noises like that in real life, do they?" Noctis asks, flushed.
Ignis pushes his glasses up his nose. "Honestly I'm not entirely sure. I've never heard those particular sounds outside of pornography, and I suspect in this case they're effected with the intent to titillate male viewers. That said, some people are certainly noisier than others in bed."
"Why?"
"There's a certain level of involuntary sound," Ignis says slowly, thinking through his answer. "However, some people play up their enjoyment for their partner's benefit."
Noctis stares down at his knees for a moment, then without looking at Ignis, asks, "Are you noisy in bed?"
Ignis freezes, then clears his throat. "I hardly think that's relevant."
"Guess that's a yes, then," Noctis says with a slight grin, always just cheeky enough to get Ignis to roll his eyes. "Bet your partners like it."
"I have yet to leave a partner unsatisfied, but I really feel that's beside the point." So maybe Ignis is a little noisy in bed, and maybe he does play it up for his partners, but there's no reason Noctis needs to know about that. He carefully doesn't think about whether or not Noctis is noisy in bed, though based on his question, it sounds like when he's jerking off he's probably pretty quiet, gasping his pleasure rather than moaning it. "Let's move on, shall we?"
He switches out the DVD again, this time for the male/male couples, and fast forwards to the scene Noctis has marked. One man is riding the other, face to face, leaning back with his hands on his partner's thighs. His heavy cock is bouncing against his belly with each thrust, and he's moaning loudly as his body tightens up and he hits his climax without even a hand on his cock.
It's actually one of Ignis's favorite scenes on this DVD, and he can't help but get turned on by it. Noctis is too, if the way he's shifting in his seat and adjusting his legs is anything to go by, but Ignis isn't going to think about that. He pauses the DVD and looks at Noctis's notes, but he can't read his writing.
"I'm afraid you'll have to tell me what your question was here, I can't make out what you've written."
"Oh," Noctis says, swallowing as his voice cracks. "Um. These guys, they seem to really like-- taking it up the ass. And the women did too, in the other video. But it doesn't seem like it would be that good? I mean, for one thing, their assholes are probably pretty dirty, right? And it's not like a-- like a vagina. It's tighter and not wet, right? I tried--"
He falls silent, blushing harder, and Ignis waits for a long second before encouraging him to continue. "You tried?"
"I tried putting my finger in, after I watched that, but it was-- it wasn't-- I don't get it," Noctis finally finishes.
Ignis does not think about Noctis watching this video and touching himself, sliding a dry finger into his own heretofore untouched ass, maybe even right here on the couch where they're sitting. He doesn't think about it at all. "There are a number of preparatory steps that the videos skip over entirely," he says, schooling his voice to formality though his cock is half hard in his slacks. "I'm sure I can find you some materials on the process if you'd like."
"Ignis," Noctis says, then waits until Ignis meets his eyes. "Have you done it before? Does it actually feel good?"
He can't maintain eye contact, not with such a direct question. "Yes, I have, and yes, it does, when done properly, though some people don't care for it." There are a few more scenes marked on Noctis's list, but Ignis isn't sure he can handle any more personal questions, not when he's trying to get rid of a growing erection that's going to become noticable any minute. "It's gotten quite late. We'll have to save the rest of your questions for another day."
"Okay," Noctis says, as Ignis gets up. Noctis doesn't move to turn off the TV, instead leaving it paused on a close-up view of a splatter of semen across an attractive man's belly, and Ignis gets the distinct impression that when he's gone Noctis is going to press play. "Tomorrow?"
He hesitates, but he doesn't actually have anything on his calendar, so he has no excuses. "Tomorrow. Goodnight, Your Highness."
He makes it all the way to his car, all the way back home, into his apartment with the door shut behind him, before he breaks down and shoves his hand inside his pants. The wall he's tried to put up in his mind breaks down, and all he can think about is Noctis, his face curious and aroused as he watches the videos. He thinks about the way Noctis saw something he didn't understand and immediately wanted to try it himself, just because it looked like someone else was enjoying it. He thinks about the fact that nobody has ever touched Noctis like that, that nobody has ever brought him sexual pleasure, and he thinks about Noctis asking him, hesitantly, awkwardly, to teach him.
Ignis comes into his hand with a low, broken moan, making a mess of the underwear and slacks he didn't quite manage to take off. He sinks down to the floor and lets his head thump back against the door. It's quite possible he's going to make a mess of everything.
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Date: 2017-09-30 02:54 am (UTC)***
Ignis studiously does not think about his lesson plan for Noctis during his meetings. He doesn't think about it during dinner Tuesday night, and he definitely doesn't think about it when he's getting ready for bed.
He doesn't think about it Wednesday morning, when he wakes up with the fleeting memory of Noctis's lips on his own and an achingly hard cock.
He doesn't think about it as he goes about his day, organizing reports and taking notes in council sessions.
He doesn't think about it until he's in the car on his way to Noctis's apartment, when he realizes that perhaps it wasn't the brightest idea to plan to watch pornography with Noctis.
As he stands in Noctis's kitchen, preparing dinner while waiting for him to come home, he has a minor crisis about what he's doing here. It's his job to advise the prince. It's his job to answer Noctis's questions, and it's his job to make sure Noctis knows and experiences everything he needs to to be a successful king. But does that extend as far as he's taking it?
His dithering is cut short by Noctis himself arriving home, tossing his bookbag on the couch, and sprawling out at the table. "I'm starving," Noctis groans, and it's so normal that Ignis can't help smiling.
"Dinner will be ready in a few minutes. Why don't you go wash up?"
"Yeah, yeah," Noctis grumbles, hauling himself up from the table. Ignis focuses on draining pasta and finishing up the sauce he's been working on, and by the time Noctis comes out of the bathroom he's gotten their places set and their dinner served.
Ignis asks about his day as they dine, and Noctis provides his usual noncommittal answers. He's briefly animated describing Prompto's latest photography project, but that's also per his usual. It's comforting to know that their kiss the other night hasn't changed things, so perhaps tonight's lesson will go smoothly.
After dinner, when the dishes have been washed, Noctis sets a piece of paper on the table. It's got a bunch of nearly illegible scribbles on it, timestamps and questions, and Ignis takes a moment to be pleased that Noctis followed his instructions, though he's still a bit anxious about what's to come.
"Thank you for preparing in advance," Ignis says, taking the paper. "Would you like to start from the beginning of your list, or did you have anything else you'd like to discuss first?"
Noctis blushes a little, then sits down on the sofa. "Start at the beginning, I guess. The uh, the DVD is already in there."
"Very well." Ignis turns on the TV and rewinds to the timestamp given, next to which Noctis has written, "Does it really just fit like that?"
He presses play, and the video starts with a very well-endowed man laying back as a woman climbs over him and sinks onto his cock, moaning loudly. Noctis makes a face and grabs for the remote, turning the volume down. The man thrusts up into the woman hard, but she shows no signs of discomfort. Ignis pauses the video. "I understand from your notes you're curious if the vagina is really able to take such a large-- erm, penis, without discomfort."
"Yeah," Noctis says, drawing his knees up and circling his arms around them. "It looked really big, but she just sat on it? Can women really do that?"
"Well it rather depends. If a woman is sufficiently aroused, and has had previous sexual experience, then yes. However, if she hasn't had penetrative sex in a while, is a virgin, or isn't properly lubricated, then there would need to be a bit more preparation."
"Properly lubricated? I thought we learned in class that women have uh, secretions."
"That depends as well," Ignis says, glad that this seems to be going well so far. "Vaginas produce their own lubrication, but the amount is dependent on the state of arousal and also varies woman to woman."
"How do you know all this stuff?" Noctis asks, looking at him sideways.
Ignis clears his throat. "I do have some experience in the matter," he says. "But I've also done quite a bit of reading. Did you have more questions about this part, or shall we move on?"
"Uh, yeah, go ahead."
The next few questions go smoothly as well, with thankfully only a few seconds of the video necessary to frame their discussion on each one. Then Ignis changes out the DVD of male/female couples for the DVD of female/female couples, and when he presses play, he tries not to notice Noctis squirming uncomfortably. The women in the video are letting out particularly high-pitched squeals, and Ignis glances down at Noctis's notes before pausing.
"People don't really make noises like that in real life, do they?" Noctis asks, flushed.
Ignis pushes his glasses up his nose. "Honestly I'm not entirely sure. I've never heard those particular sounds outside of pornography, and I suspect in this case they're effected with the intent to titillate male viewers. That said, some people are certainly noisier than others in bed."
"Why?"
"There's a certain level of involuntary sound," Ignis says slowly, thinking through his answer. "However, some people play up their enjoyment for their partner's benefit."
Noctis stares down at his knees for a moment, then without looking at Ignis, asks, "Are you noisy in bed?"
Ignis freezes, then clears his throat. "I hardly think that's relevant."
"Guess that's a yes, then," Noctis says with a slight grin, always just cheeky enough to get Ignis to roll his eyes. "Bet your partners like it."
"I have yet to leave a partner unsatisfied, but I really feel that's beside the point." So maybe Ignis is a little noisy in bed, and maybe he does play it up for his partners, but there's no reason Noctis needs to know about that. He carefully doesn't think about whether or not Noctis is noisy in bed, though based on his question, it sounds like when he's jerking off he's probably pretty quiet, gasping his pleasure rather than moaning it. "Let's move on, shall we?"
He switches out the DVD again, this time for the male/male couples, and fast forwards to the scene Noctis has marked. One man is riding the other, face to face, leaning back with his hands on his partner's thighs. His heavy cock is bouncing against his belly with each thrust, and he's moaning loudly as his body tightens up and he hits his climax without even a hand on his cock.
It's actually one of Ignis's favorite scenes on this DVD, and he can't help but get turned on by it. Noctis is too, if the way he's shifting in his seat and adjusting his legs is anything to go by, but Ignis isn't going to think about that. He pauses the DVD and looks at Noctis's notes, but he can't read his writing.
"I'm afraid you'll have to tell me what your question was here, I can't make out what you've written."
"Oh," Noctis says, swallowing as his voice cracks. "Um. These guys, they seem to really like-- taking it up the ass. And the women did too, in the other video. But it doesn't seem like it would be that good? I mean, for one thing, their assholes are probably pretty dirty, right? And it's not like a-- like a vagina. It's tighter and not wet, right? I tried--"
He falls silent, blushing harder, and Ignis waits for a long second before encouraging him to continue. "You tried?"
"I tried putting my finger in, after I watched that, but it was-- it wasn't-- I don't get it," Noctis finally finishes.
Ignis does not think about Noctis watching this video and touching himself, sliding a dry finger into his own heretofore untouched ass, maybe even right here on the couch where they're sitting. He doesn't think about it at all. "There are a number of preparatory steps that the videos skip over entirely," he says, schooling his voice to formality though his cock is half hard in his slacks. "I'm sure I can find you some materials on the process if you'd like."
"Ignis," Noctis says, then waits until Ignis meets his eyes. "Have you done it before? Does it actually feel good?"
He can't maintain eye contact, not with such a direct question. "Yes, I have, and yes, it does, when done properly, though some people don't care for it." There are a few more scenes marked on Noctis's list, but Ignis isn't sure he can handle any more personal questions, not when he's trying to get rid of a growing erection that's going to become noticable any minute. "It's gotten quite late. We'll have to save the rest of your questions for another day."
"Okay," Noctis says, as Ignis gets up. Noctis doesn't move to turn off the TV, instead leaving it paused on a close-up view of a splatter of semen across an attractive man's belly, and Ignis gets the distinct impression that when he's gone Noctis is going to press play. "Tomorrow?"
He hesitates, but he doesn't actually have anything on his calendar, so he has no excuses. "Tomorrow. Goodnight, Your Highness."
He makes it all the way to his car, all the way back home, into his apartment with the door shut behind him, before he breaks down and shoves his hand inside his pants. The wall he's tried to put up in his mind breaks down, and all he can think about is Noctis, his face curious and aroused as he watches the videos. He thinks about the way Noctis saw something he didn't understand and immediately wanted to try it himself, just because it looked like someone else was enjoying it. He thinks about the fact that nobody has ever touched Noctis like that, that nobody has ever brought him sexual pleasure, and he thinks about Noctis asking him, hesitantly, awkwardly, to teach him.
Ignis comes into his hand with a low, broken moan, making a mess of the underwear and slacks he didn't quite manage to take off. He sinks down to the floor and lets his head thump back against the door. It's quite possible he's going to make a mess of everything.